CHILD:
God, how do I do what you’re asking of me? How do I get free
from the HURT?
GOD:
First, Take up the shield of faith. As I said in Ephesians
6:16.
CHILD:
But what about those people and what they say about me?
GOD:
When you listen to what others say about you, you are putting
the shield down.
CHILD:
But they say…
GOD:
You’ve lowered your shield..when you listen to what THEY say
versus what I SAY.
CHILD:
But those fiery darts…
GOD:
When you stand behind what I SAY about you, the darts will not
penetrate. My Word will handle ANY and all fiery darts.
CHILD:
Ok…..then what?
GOD:
Then you forgive them.
CHILD:
WHAT??? Are you kidding me???? Can’t you get rid of them! Or at
least hurt them in some way. Make them Pay for what they did?
GOD:
Can you actually hear yourself my child?
CHILD:
Yeah but….
GOD:
My child, when you hold unforgiveness in your heart, it’s like
you have taken poison and you HOPE someone else
dies.
CHILD:
I guess that doesn’t make much sense does it?
GOD:
What do YOU think?
CHILD:
OK….what’s next?
GOD:
Once you forgive? Stop re-living it.
CHILD:
Ok I can do that…but I won’t forget!
GOD:
My Word says
Forget what lies behind and strain forward to what lies ahead,
Philippians 3:13
CHILD:
But that is HARD! I can’t do that!
GOD:
“Hard”
is not an excuse NOT to win.
CHILD:
This is impossible, God…I mean really….You’re GOD
and I am just me. Little ol me. You expect too much….maybe???
GOD:
DO you really want to be healed?
CHILD:
Yes.
GOD:
Then get busy about walking in love. Give into
someone ELSE’S life. Expecting nothing in return.
CHILD:
Sometimes I don’t feel like doing that.
GOD:
Forgiveness is a DECISION…not a feeling
CHILD:
Can you explain that to me?
GOD:
There is a difference between for-GIVE-ing and
for-SELL-ing.
CHILD:
OK you lost me now….
GOD:
That won’t happen….I know your heart. You try to
hide.…but I know where you are at all times……you hide….I seek…I
find.
CHILD:
No I mean I don’t understand.
GOD:
Are you paying attention? Or are you thinking
about skipping class AGAIN.
CHILD:
No I mean..,..
GOD:
Child, I KNOW what you mean. I DO have a sense of
humor you know.
CHILD:
You do??
GOD:
Yes….I made YOU didn’t I???
CHILD:
Point taken.
GOD:
Forgiveness is for Free. NOT for sale. There are
NO conditions.
CHILD:
Hmmmm. I don’t always look at it like that.
GOD:
I know. But think about this. I forgave YOU
before you changed.
CHILD:
Yes, you did…that is true.
GOD:
Of course it is true. I can’t lie.
CHILD:
What else do you want to teach me?
GOD:
The last thing and this is a tough one….but I
know you can do it.
CHILD:
Ok I’m ready..what is it?
GOD:
Stop making excuses why you are easily hurt.
CHILD:
I don’t do that!
GOD:
Child…
CHILD:
Ok, maybe sometimes…
GOD:
You like to use your past as your excuse. “I grew
up in a dysfunctional home”, “I’m over-sensitive”, “I was
abandoned”. You have said these things, have you not?
CHILD:
Yes I have said them.
GOD:
And they appeared to justify the reasons why you
get easily hurt or offended?
CHILD:
Yes. Ok how do I become less concerned about my
past and be more concerned about my future?
GOD:
Again, Philippians 3:13. Develop in LOVE
and maturity. GROW in love.
The pressures in life are a vital path toward development.
Forget what lies behind and
keep your eye on
the goal, where I am beckoning you onward. Don’t turn back.
CHILD:
Why do you spend this time with me? Your time is
so precious.
GOD:
I love you and …..John
16:33
These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have
peace. In the world you will have tribulation;
but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
CHILD:
God, I am confident when you are near me. You will always be
there, won’t you?
GOD:
And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." |